In my Head Right Now.....

I feel lazy today. Lazy and uninspired. I have a whole week off from that hell hole I call work and I have not done one single thing that would be considered fun in any way, shape or form.

Bleh.

Right now I am watching reality tv. One of those "Court" shows with the generic "judge who has devoted their entire life to righting wrongs"...or something like that.

I'm a sucker for reality tv. I watch all the crap. The Bachelor, The Bachelorette, Big Brother, Survivor, etc, etc, etc.... I love watching that stuff. I feel better when I see that other people have a worse, sucky life than I do :P

I have started eating healthy. It has only been a few days and honestly, I feel like I could lick the peanut butter jar. So awful. But this whole healthy eating plan is chock full of green leafy things and not much protein or carbs. All I have to say is that I better look fucking smoking hot by the end of this 3 step plan or I am going to choke someone out.

Food addiction is an awful thing. I suppose it could be worse. I could be a crack addict and then that wouldn't be quite as publicly accepted. HA!

I am an emotional eater. I mostly eat when I'm sad, stressed or bored. And I am bored right now. Bored out of my freaking tree. I should get my ass out of the house and go hiking...or at least clean the damn house. God, I hate cleaning the house. Probably my number 1 of "Things I hate to do". I would rather go to work, at least I'm making money then. Cleaning the house is a thankless job. I basically feel that "why should I clean the house on my days off when Daddy generally doesn't clean up when he is on his days off"?

Sigh...

I hate it when I feel like this. It's days like this where I do absolutely nothing because I have a million things running through my head. I feel like I can't focus on any ONE thing or idea. I feel unorganized, like I don't know where to start. I honestly think I have ADD sometimes.

I feel like I should clean up, go for a walk, have a snack, take up painting, organize the closet, mow the lawn, write more, do some laundry and it goes on and on....