Life is a hassle sometimes, ya know?

I am eating peaches.

Why, you ask? Why the hell not, I say. It is winter here in the Great White North and eating peaches reminds me of better days to come.

I finally got the closing papers on that piece of land that I bought last fall. It is near the water and I CANNOT wait to get out there and veg out. Of course, it hasn't got a damn thing built on it. It is just land. But it is MY land. I don't care if I have to pitch a damn tent on it, I AM going to get some damn peaceful vegging time.

I want to hike and listen to the ocean. I want to be still inside.

I am going to the doctor in a few weeks. I have been having pain in one of my breasts for several months. I am an Oncology nurse...so you know what that means. I am paranoid to death that it is breast cancer.

I really need a new job. I need to transfer out of there and do something less stressful. I checked the board last night but there is nothing that appeals to me. I thought about working in the OR as a scrub nurse, but I just don't know. It seems so impersonal, but maybe that is what I need right now. Impersonal +less stress = happy Kaii.

Anyway, I have enough personal stress to fill up my time. I don't need anyone else's added onto the heap. I cannot take it anymore. I went to see my therapist last week and she told me that I need to take a "Stress leave" from work before I have a nervous breakdown.

Maybe it is a good idea....