Holy fuck.....

Hello everyone one!!

It's me, Kaii. I am blogging from my Iphone,which is a first for me. I am sitting around at the hospital for the past two and a half hours, waiting for my pregnancy hormone lab results.

Holy fucking boring. I feel like I am going to completely lose it if I have to keep listening to this old woman, who is sitting next to me. She keeps talking about the "wonderful bowel movement" that she had yesterday. My god, why do some old people talk so fucking loud? It makes me feel like pushing her damn wheelchair down the stairs

I know, I'm a cruel and heartless bitch. What can I say?

I am just in no mood right now, I guess. I having been sitting here, waiting nervously, for these stupid results. I am expecting mediocre news. I expect that my hormones have increased but that doesn't mean that it isn't an ectopic pregnancy...so all that means is more blood work, more waiting and a transvaginal ultrasound when my Hcg is high enough to be able to see the baby and where the hell it is in my womb.

Fucking wonderful

Daddy was here for most of the morning but he eventually had to leave and go back to work. I completely understood as he had Already taken a major chunk out of his day to be there for me. Now he will be home later tonight so he can make up the time he lost this morning.

God, another old lady just walked by me wearing horrible old lady perfume. I think she had a bath in it this morning. One thing about being pregnant is that your sense of smell is heightened andthe smell of perfume, for some reason, makes me sick to my stomach.

So, not much else to report.... Just sitting here and freaking waiting, waiting,waiting.

I guess I'll just sit here and continue people watching..... I think a huge chunk of this post just got erased. Well fuck me.